Today on Social Anxiety Theatre: mentally rehearsing elaborate justifications for completely innocuous actions just in case some hypothetical interlocutor demands an explanation.
im a bad person who thinks bad thoughts like ‘ew what is that girl wearing’ and then remember that im supposed to be positive about all things and then think ‘no she can wear what she wants, fuck what other people say damn girl u look fabulous’ and im just a teeny bit hypocritical tbh
I was always taught by my mother, That the first thought that goes through your mind is what you have been conditioned to think. What you think next defines who you are.
I literally crave affection. It’s not about sex. I crave somebody to cuddle with me, and to lay their head on my lap. I crave kisses, holding hands and running my thumb across theirs. Just looking at someone and thinking “how did I get this lucky”.
Eeyore is just one of those characters that you wanna scoop up and hug forever.
One awesome thing about Eeyore is that even though he is basically clinically depressed, he still gets invited to participate in adventures and shenanigans with all of his friends. And they never expect him to pretend to feel happy, they just love him anyway, and they never leave him behind or ask him to change.
And he does feel happy, though. He can be happy. He just doesn’t show it as much as the others do.
There was a whole episode about that - Piglet sees him sitting on a hilltop and thinks he’s sadder than usual, and does all he can to cheer him up. Nothing works and the next day he’s back on the hill, and Piglet apologizes because he thinks in trying to help, he just made him sad again and ”I don’t come here when I’m sad. I come up here because I’m happy.”
There’s just something about that…
I’m starting my 3rd year of university at the end of this month and I am going back to paying my tuition fees myself (which cost me £1820). So this is why I’ll be taking commissions again! There is no way that I will be able to pay my fees with commission money alone, but nevertheless they would be a great help(they helped me greatly during my second year, which I can’t thank you guys enough for *mwahhh*) with my expenses and would definitely let me sleep better at night!
Method of payment: Paypal (money upfront!)
Currency MUST BE in British Pounds (£) !
You will receive the fullsize JPG file
COLOR AND/OR BACKGROUND WORK (ONE CHARACTER):
COLOR AND/OR BACKGROUND WORK (TWO CHARACTERS):
Every additional character is +£10.
Unless specified, I get to decide what kind of a background I do(place/pattenr/etc.), since some drawings look great with a full background and some just work with as little additional details as possible.
You can view other samples of my art HERE
Things I’m willing to draw: Sherlock (aulock: Femlock, Tattoolock, etc), Hannibal, Hobbit, Breaking Bad, Fargo, some other movies/series are also negotiable, just message me and we can figure it out. I don’t do OCs though.
I will draw nude people and sex(mostly with no genitals visible, although I can make exceptions).
It usually takes me 1-4 weeks to complete a commission, since I’m working on different things simultaneously.
Anyone interested, email me at firstname.lastname@example.org !
Please please PLEASE, SIGNAL BOOST THIS!